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Miss Tori
27 October 2008 @ 08:20 pm

Plugged into three events around me
local news, political banter, and a
manly game.
Differences between the dual personality
the one that I hold
perhaps, I listen, I have more to let go.
Let's cling on.
My mind wonders off script
knowing that I can't pay attention
when information waves play.
I need to get laid.

Concentrating on clothes
and I smile
when a lady in green
sings words of truth
I think then-
Don't speak,
The truth's been told.
No Pawn today.
Time to take control.
Future leader of a dieing party.
Hotty taughty.
In a mother's body.
It'd be a great porn. 

Originally posted on victoriahford.vox.com

Miss Tori
25 October 2008 @ 06:12 pm

Self realizations and arms
Found to be opened by "e" keys and electric things

Wonder why the first seven days of the bloody
Find the Emotional riding a roller coaster filled with decaying surprise.
Knowing that Jealousy arises when those around you are doing what you
Yourself can not.

The part about our life that makes us human,
The ability to perceive and in turn judge what you and me have done.
Looking at things through minority eyes.
Locked doors, inside jokes and wondering if they would be one of those.
We don't talk about it.

Let's rush through life and forget about what we came here for.
Understanding that in a man's bathroom we can hide everything
under the rug
Float in the tub.
Laugh only if you're under the influence of something magical.
I've wondered where we're at.

I'm left looking through eyes that are
not mine understanding languages
that are more connected in myself,
than they are to the ones before me.
Trying to find a place to belong.

Originally posted on victoriahford.vox.com

Miss Tori
24 October 2008 @ 03:25 am

The oral pleasure of the beats
Initiates a rhythm that repeats
It's simple, and beautifully serene
Knowing now as my eyes close-dream.
Finding a relationship between the spiritual awakening of the dead
The soul revelations ahead.

The ear beneath my toes feels warm
I don't mind that I like to dress up
but I feel the storm.
The want for the calm
Seductive Scars
Parallels to Vietnam.

Just the daily talk.

I'm used to being alone, self contained,
never broken a bone.
and now I realize life at hand
when someone flies and quickly falls.
I don't look up to you
you're not on a pedestal.

I'll step you down.

What makes us human is the ability to judge
I shrug
Fuck that Reality, I reject it and take on my own.
Never plugged in to the drones. 

As the Red Shoes
dance on my wall
I find myself putting
on what I don't want at all.
Perhaps we're in the Twilight Zone
and I sit on my thrown
Ready to show
What I don't know.

Embers fall and light up our eyes
wishful thoughts, and forgetful sighs
Late night means reflections
Masturbation, Imagination.
I smile, Sunny Road.

Originally posted on victoriahford.vox.com

Miss Tori
25 September 2008 @ 09:38 am

"It reminds me of my renegade days in Alaska."

I was Sarah Palin's Intern last night.  Here's the Nightmare, she was the VP of the USA.  Her office was in New York, in a tree house over looking Central Park.

It started with me coming to her office on my very first day.  she was looking very stereotypical Palin.  I was wearing my gray dress, gladiator sandles.  I figured this would be okay because well this was what I looked like when she hired me.  She took one look at me and said "IF you want ot keep this job, you better dress like me."  And I starred blankly at her.

"It's all about Unity."  Or conformity, whatever.  There were catches.  One: She only talked about Alaska, and how much she likes it there.  Two: I had to go through central park to get acorns so she could have an acorn pie.  Three: I couldn't use the stairs or elevators like a normal person.  No, I was assigned the rope swing, where I had to rope swing off her tree house every day.  The reaon for this, "You have great potential, I want you to be just lik eme.  It'll bring character."  That was her favorite line throughout the dream.

My parents were friends with her and McCain, which is horrifying.  So, McCain came over to the Tree House wearing a hawiian shirt and bermuda shorts.  Palin was pissed.  "You don't show up like that."  McCain complied, changed and came back looking very typical McCain.  The feeling in the air was tension filled.  I could tell Palin was running the show and McCain was enjoying the awesome kick backs, obvlious to her anger (Over what? I Think it was the shirt!)

The "Things" i learned about Palin in this dream: 1: She would constantly talk to me in secret about things, like I was her confidant.  She said that she wanted there to be Caribou in Central Park because she mised hunting.  She asked if I could dress up in a Caribou outfit and she'd Paint Ball me.  I refused.  Instead, I was able to coherese homeless people into wearing ridiculous Caribou outfits.  She shot away at the homeless. I'm pretty sure those red paint balls, where real bullets.

She wore ridiculously big heels.  They made her an extra four inches.  She was taller then me in the dream when they were on, but shorter, significantly, when off. 

Her husband was chained up in  the closet.  She unchained him when she "needed" him, if you know what I mean. & at the very end, we ate her baby, Trig.  Unfortuently named after the math he'll never do.  Sigh...

Originally posted on victoriahford.vox.com

Miss Tori
12 July 2005 @ 05:32 pm

singers: Tori Amos, Kate Bush, Barbra Streisand, Nelly Furtado, Natalie Merchant, Tarja Turunen, Nightwish (pre Dark Passion Play), Brandi Carlile, The Fray, Coldplay, John Mayer, The 6ths, 30 Seconds to Mars, Within Temptation, Ingrid Michaelson, Utada Hikaru, Billie Holliday, SFRx, Judy Garland.
actors/actresses: Cate Blanchett, Meryl Streep, Gillian Anderson, David Duchovny, Sandrah Oh, Kate Walsh, Jude Law, Juliette Binoche, Anthony Hopkins, Jodi Foster, Steve Carell, Jack Black.
Television: X Files, Law and Order: SVU, Greys Anatomy, Private Practice.
movies: Woody Allen. Casablanca, Babel, various musicals (funny girl, singing in the rain), Elizabeth, Notes on a scandal, door in the floor, various indie films.
major: Film & Media Studies @University of California, Santa Barbara.